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The Bar That Wasn't There

By Jimmy Shoals · Twelve Bars

Fruit bat in the palm tree — maybe six feet across I'm the only one who sees it, or pretends to The couple in the corner has gone quiet Which is different from silence — you know it when you see it Two Bintangs on the table, condensation rings on the wood One green lighter, one phone face down She keeps folding the same wet napkin He keeps looking past her at the ground No storm, no scene, no slammed-down glass A song from the bar next door, too cheerful to be learning I ordered one more just to have an excuse to stay The bat had the better view — and the manners not to say Tidak apa-apa — it's fine, it's fine That's what the island says when it isn't Cold Bintang going warm on the table And nobody reaching for it anymore He had sand dried white on his ankles She had a sunburn line where a ring had been He said something around half past ten — she nodded The nod that ends things and doesn't need repeating Then they both looked at the sea for a while The bat dropped off the palm once and caught the air A scooter coughed twice by the kitchen Then gave up trying to start again The bartender brought two fresh ones nobody asked for Set them in the rings the old ones left Didn't look at them when he put them down Which was the right understanding of the moment Tidak apa-apa — it's fine, it's fine That's what the island says when it isn't Cold Bintang going warm on the table And nobody reaching for it anymore The fruit bat shifted once above them Like a black coat moving on a nail She laughed one time without meaning to The kind of laugh that already failed He put his hand near hers, not on it Close enough to show he knew She looked at that space between them Like it had asked her what to do She left first, barefoot past the bottle crates He waited long enough to seem polite Then sudah — the table was just a table And the Bintangs were still there, both of them warm Tidak apa-apa — it's fine, it's fine That's what the island says when it isn't Cold Bintang going warm on the table And nobody reaching for it anymore I paid around midnight and left The waiter cleared the warm Bintangs from the corner And wiped the table in smaller circles than he needed to And Gili Trawangan went to sleep without asking what they were for
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